Ascension Trinity Ritual Kit *Now available for mailing mid-October!*
My heart is broken. I imagine yours is, too. It can be hard to be present with all the hatred and destruction being expressed, the forests burning, humans isolated, ostracized and hurt.
At the same time, I know I came here to fully show up. To root all the way into my body, and into the Earth.
How do we become more open to love, and the very real pain that comes with it?
How do we act powerfully from our inner knowing, including claiming our pleasure, our rest, and revitalization?
Inside each cell of our bodies lies a sleeping lotus. Like any seed, it can lie dormant, awaiting the proper conditions to grow.
The lotus has its roots firmly planted in the mud. The deep invitation of Spirit to our human soul at this time is to fully incarnate, and to wake up in this incarnation.
That’s a simple sentence to read, and a lifetime of courage, love and presence to embody.
We are the body, and we are spirit. We are energy and flesh. We are here to accept the mess and limitation of human life, and to know that love is limitless within those boundaries.
The Ascension Trinity Ritual Kit is vibrational medicine and practical magic to help you breathe into that lotus, into the hundred million lotus cells of your body. It brings together two new elixirs and an anointing oil:
Christos ~ Kenosis, a flower & gem elixir
Ascension, a Rose & Frankincense Anointing Oil
The Sophia ~ Hearts Broken Open elixir is wisdom for the way forward with a broken heart. She gives us the courage to act powerfully, to claim rest and rejuvenation, and to deepen our connection with loved ones and community.
This potion was made during a womxn's grief ritual on the Dark Moon in Cancer at the end of July with Havasupai Quartz, Carnelian, Rose Quartz, Black Tourmaline, and Obsidian, in an F# quartz singing bowl, and comes in a base of rose and frankincense infused brandy with raw honey and spring water.* You can read a complete description of the Sophia elixir below.
The Christos ~ Kenosis elixir was made in solo tantric ritual during the Full Moon in Aquarius this month (August). It integrates the Initiated Masculine Archetypes of King, Lover, and Warrior with Clear Channel, and roots them in Sophia to support the healing of masculinity and the creation of a generative, fertile relationship between the masculine and feminine here on Earth.
In addition to the essences listed above, Christos ~ Kenosis carries the energy signature of Red Jasper, Labradorite and the F# quartz singing bowl, which pertains to the heart chakra. It comes in a base of rose and frankincense infused brandy with raw honey and spring water.* You can read a complete description of the Christos elixir below.
Ascension Rose & Frankincense Anointing Oil is medicine to awaken the wisdom body. It supports our spirit to fully root in this human form as we simultaneously wake up to the essential radiant nature of ourselves and all life.
Ascension is a handmade oleo-resin of frankincense, which is then infused with organic Damascus rose petals and essential oil. During its infusion over the course of a moon cycle, it is imprinted with the energy signature of Amethyst, Green Malachite, Ocean Jasper, Chrysocolla and Fluorite, from the New Moon in Virgo to the New Moon in Libra.
Use this sensual oil to bless yourself in daily ritual, to ease overwhelm, frustration and despair, and to support loved ones, clients and community on this path of the broken open heart. You can read a longer description of the Ascension Anointing Oil below.
Complete Potion Descriptions (you will be able to download this as a PDF upon purchasing):
Sophia Elixir ~ Hearts Broken Open
Havasupai Quartz, Carnelian, Rose Quartz, Black Tourmaline, Obsidian, F# Quartz Singing Bowl, 1 oz in a base of rose & frankincense infused brandy, raw honey & spring water.* Dark Moon in Cancer July 31 2019, Womxn’s Grief Ritual
We are living with heartache. But it is the heartache of a great wound being revealed in all its faces--within each of our bodies, and the Earth.
This is Sophia, waking up. It’s not easy, but it’s worth it.
So how do we learn how to function, and even thrive, as we are touched by personal and global tragedies? How do we hold the larger overview of the possibility of actual alchemical evolution with the real pain of loss and violence?
Sophia is the Soul of the World. She is inside and out, she is the waking Earth and our waking wisdom bodies. If Christ light is an example of heart chakra energy, then imagine Sophia as the flesh, bone and dirt the Christos must be rooted in.
The way forward and through this possibility of rebirth is with our hearts broken open. Not numb, not martyred, embracing rest as an important tool, claiming agency, finding resilience, acting from deep love for self, community, Earth.
The elixir Sophia ~ Hearts Broken Open, was made July 2019 during the Dark Moon in Cancer during a womxn’s ritual to embrace Sophia and open the grief channel. Using an F# quartz singing bowl holding Havasupai quartz, rose quartz, carnelian, obsidian and black tourmaline in spring water, each woman rang the bowl as she began her share, and again when complete.
Like with anger, western culture lacks adequate ritual to express our grief, and so it can stagnate in body and soul. But grief is love, love that lost its way to go. We need all of our love to flow into the world, into each other, and back into our own hearts, a dynamic infinite loop. This essence brings the courage, resilience and groundedness to look honestly within ourselves and the world, finding the places hiding in shame, sorrow and overwhelm, to transform with love into strength. It nourishes, comforts and brings compassion and unconditional love; supports a deeper alignment with truth; helps us see the bigger picture; and inspires us to stay the course. This elixir protects us from negative and destructive energies coming at us, as well as dissolving those energies we hold inside us as patterns and thoughts.
Christos Elixir ~ Kenosis
Red Jasper, Labradorite, Essences of Sophia, Clear Channel, & Initiated Masculine (King, Warrior & Lover), F# Quartz Singing Bowl, 1 oz in a base of frankincense & rose infused brandy, raw honey & spring water.* Full Moon Aquarius, 8/13/19, Solo Tantric Ritual
We are living out the dying breath of toxic masculinity, which twists the power of the sacred Word into destruction, not creation. The energy of the Christos itself was never meant to be dogma, but a living water of love to quench the thirst, warm the bones and illuminate the heart light of each weary soul it touches.
Patriarchy tried to rob us of this sacred masculine energy, but it cannot be contained. It is rising up within so many of us, and the deeper we root into Sophia, into the very matter that has been slandered as inert, sinful, and base, the more we are filled with this heart light, and it pours out of us as a blessing, an ecstasy, an offering.
Kenosis is this sacred emptying, practiced by Jesus, Mary Magdalene and mystics across time and cultures. It is the inclusion of all parts of ourselves that have been rejected, and the refinement of fear, doubt, and hate into trust, surrender, and a passionate but tender love.
Kenosis is the ancient tantric practice of filling and emptying, of rejecting nothing and transforming all experience back into its essential radiance.
This elixir was created in solo tantric ritual during the Full Moon in Aquarius. It unites and integrates my Initiated Masculine essences of King, Warrior and Lover** with Clear Channel (the radiance of Christ light), and grounds it all into the embodied wisdom of Sophia. I used an F# quartz singing bowl (heart chakra) to elevate and deepen the energy, and included the energy signature of Red Jasper and Labradorite.
Christos ~ Kenosis is medicine to call the Divine Masculine home, into a generative, loving relationship with the feminine and all life on Earth. It brings protection, vibrancy and endurance; stimulates health and rebirth; increases our sensitivity to the consciousness of the Earth and the matter of our bodies.
This elixir supports us to fill up with divine energy in a way that is healthy and pleasurable for our body, and to use that energy to make right what has caused harm, whether is is within ourselves or without. This is a generous energy, one that will nourish and fill us; from this filled up place our love can generously, ecstatically, pour forth into the world.
Ascension Rose & Frankincense Anointing Oil
Organic Extra Virgin Olive Oil infused with Frankincense (Boswellia spp) & Damascus Rose, Rose Otto Essential Oil, Energy Signature of Amethyst, Green Malachite, Ocean Jasper, Chrysocolla & Fluorite, New Moon in Virgo to New Moon in Libra, 2019. 1 oz.
Inside each cell of your body lies a sleeping lotus. Like any seed, it can lie dormant, awaiting the proper conditions to grow.
The lotus has its roots firmly planted in the mud. The deep invitation of Spirit to our human soul at this time is to fully incarnate, and to wake up in that incarnation.
That’s a simple sentence to read, and a lifetime of courage, love and presence to embody.
We are body, and we are spirit. We are energy and flesh. We are here to accept the mess and limitation of human life, and to know that love is limitless within those boundaries.
I invite you to breathe into that lotus, into the hundred million lotus cells of your body. Wake up your wisdom body with your attention, your tears, your passion, your endless, aching love.
Yes, it takes courage, and, once you taste it, no other path is worth traveling.
Ascension Anointing Oil unites the ancient medicines of rose and frankincense to facilitate the awakening of the wisdom body. It helps us align with our essential nature of radiant divinity, here, in the fertile muck of flesh and bone. Use this oil to invoke love, patience and courage, allowing the lotus to bloom through attention to detail and the practice of deep presence in our daily lives.
Use this oil when you feel despair, anger or heartbreak; allow the deep green nature of our plant and gem allies to soothe and nourish body and soul. When you want to bypass an emotion because it just feels like too much, you can, instead, slow down, anoint your body where you feel the most challenging energy, and see yourself as that lotus seed rooting in the mud, finding her way to something more than was known before, allowing greater possibility to sprout and, eventually, flower.
This Ascension oil brings together the divine consciousness of the masculine and feminine to support the awakening of body and soul. It stimulates spiritual growth rooted in every day life, bringing vitality, creativity and loving transformation.
Ascension is remembering we are whole unto ourselves, and always part of the greater whole. It is the cultivation of a personal, spiritual and cosmic coherence, for the benefit of all beings.